Reason for everything...

Everybody has some agenda in life... for everything they do, for everything they plan. Whether we accept it or not, we all doing everything for "Swarth"....
Main difference comes into picture when we define that "Swarth".
Two people becomes closest or dearest or best friends when their personal agendas compliment each other ............... what am I writing? Isn't it cynical view? Isn't it situational?....
The same thoughts can be counter attacked saying that a person really finds happiness by helping someone. If someone donates blood, what would be his "Swarth"?....
It's a puzzle which we try to unfold for our life. This in turns brings shades to our life.. gray, black, white... colorless...

There is reason for our existence, someone might call it "Personal Agenda", someone might call it "Mission of Life", someone call it "Urge to help the society"... whatever it is... we have to work towards that"reason" to make our life "meaningful".....

Sometimes...

Sometimes I dream to be tennis player and holding any Australian Open, US open, Wimbledon trophy in my hand... sometime I am an Actor making awesome movie which is bringing "change" in the society which is making people "think" and "act" for the betterment of the society...
Sometimes I am poet who has written a beautiful poems/verses which has melted the heart of killer, which had explained the real meaning of "Love"...
Sometimes I am an Investor who is making money like machine, who is predicting every bearish and bullish movement in the market...
but most of the times I am "Me" searching for the "reason behind existence", finding "goal of life", struggling with own "egos".... just the tiny creature who is merely alive, dragging our own self day by day... "think"(?)ing all the times... only "react"ing to the situations and answering own disbelieves for saving self pride in his/her own eyes...
Again sometimes when I realise this I cry... I run... I scream...
In the end..... I go into the Loop of hibernation