The one who never goes away...

I never knew that my friend Mr. E had never left me. I kept taking decision while walking on the road for a long long time. I took many turns which I never intended and missed some which I was wanting badly. All the while I kept thinking that I am going away from E. I bragged about myself whenever I was confused about few decisions. I consoled myself many a times thinking that we are doing something which no one has ever done or it is really difficult to achieve.
I was walking towards a Mountain. The road was pleasant and full of beautiful trees, unknown but very friendly people. The mountain was very very high but it always seemed achievable target. You could see sun rising every morning and taking birds to their nests every evening. Shadows used to play game of hide & seek even with the mountain. One day you could see whole mountain covered by shadows of sky and the other day you could see mountain dancing in the rain and painting the sky with unimaginable colors. The mountain was a teacher in the journey and even after that.
Generally they say who fear height, should not look down or back while climbing the mountain. Also there is tale of Vikramditya & Vetal, this Vetal is none other than Mr. E. He asked me the most difficult question, but I thought it was very simple. He asked me, "Who wants to climb the mountain?". I thought its a simple question. I did not realize so many times after missing the turns I was still shown the road to mountain. It wasn't me, it is never us. Even when we walk we feel, I am taking so many efforts. The simple answer "I" made Vetal laugh.... and he laughed liked he always does.
He said, "Ohhhh so you decided to come to Mountain. Oh my dear friend, just look back and see what have you left." Since there was "I" there was obvious reference to "You". And I looked back... and I got scared... big time... As always it is always easy to run from the point where you start than towards the end point :-) And  ran fast, closing all my senses I ran fast... thinking that it was "I"... and when I hit the bottom, I realized... there stood my friend Mr. E... and I thought it was me...
Once again... the lesson was given and mountain disappeared :-)
Sometime I see that mountain... with many more disciples.... I know I have to first let go this "I"... I think that was the important lesson I was missing all the while... :-)    

Racing thoughts...

Its been 1 month since I have came back to routine life from my Vistarakship in India…

I came to a point, where I was exactly 12 years back… not knowing where am I? searching for a job… looking for something which will give me sense of existence. Only difference this time was, I had 10 years of working experience in IT field, 2 years of full-time vistarakship and rare attitude of repeating mistakes ;-) Situation is not worse on the face value but more pathetic with this type of past… still I am looking for answers, I am still doing soul-searching…

trying to find the answer which Angulimal couldn't answer… 

I can not answer many questions which might be obvious… sometimes I feel like telling the person who asks question, "is it really going to help by knowing why I did what I did?"… by answering such questions, is it going to help me in any way… but they are not wrong. When society praises you, you like that… when people talk good about you, you want to hear it from many people… similarly society, people have all the rights to question you, criticize you and you should have appetite to digest that as well. 

I think this point is the "Buddha" point, wherein you are neither happy nor angry by external factors.

So here I am trying to hide from people, wanting not to take any calls, feeling lost, going in past, trying to join the broken pieces which I only broke.

Your choices - your choices decide your destiny… there are so many interesting stories of business people, film stars, writers and what not who had never thought about their future in the way it shaped up, but the choices they made in their life journey had changed their life completely. At the same time there are so many stories around us… so many people we can interact and get to know that what if they had done that… "वो हो ना सका"… greatness which could not be achieved… happiness which could not be given…

So why things happened the way it happened…? Now you can always flip this question in either way. I can not appreciate more - the sentence from Chanakya serial - "मन का क्या है राजन, वो तो अपने समाधान के  लिये कोई  ना कोई सन्मानजनक तर्क ढूंढ़ ही लेता है।"

What if…? Why did you let the "If" come in the picture? Don't you find this question sometime coming to your mind as well? If not, then you really have a clear cut thought process chalked out for yourself… and I really envy that ;-)

Tears… do they matter? I mean if someone kills somebody and then shed hell lot of tears, is it going to matter? Regrets… why did we behave in some way which we have to regret for? Secrets… why do I need to hide something? Respect… why do I long for "getting" ( चाहियेवाला मन ) more and more respect… don't you respect yourself? Satisfaction… whom am I trying to satisfy - myself or people? Happiness… is it external?

Why there should be connect between different paragraphs… why should there be uniformity in what we express… why should it make sense… what is it that keep me on toes… what… why… when….???

My favorite set of Mango people in last 2 years...

I spoke to Rashi about where is she working now? She told that they are working in Setlabs kind of environment where they are involved in creating applications which run on Mobile devices. I was like wow, sounds interesting. I had been on bench for 1 week and there was no sign of getting new project. Just few days back I had emailed my DM thanking him for giving me golden opportunity of going on a unpaid leave for 1 year. That one year....
I wish I had more guts and will-power to continue. I haven't accepted it till now, which I am saying now that somewhere in back of mind I was a very very weak... I left that life changing, thought provoking journey of "Vistarakship". People whom I met... people whose "unconditional love" is just beyond words and comparison. That journey, that path changed so many concepts, thoughts in my mind. The way I looked at things was totally changed. It gave me broader perspective...
... and here I was back to Infosys after exact 1 year. I was alone with some known friends like Santosh, Chandana with whom I could go for lunch, breakfasts.
I went to meet Prashant and he told me that there is work in Symbian C++, will I be able to do it? I still remember the thoughts which were going in my mind, its been 1 year I am totally out of touch. C++ and on top of that Symbian C++. How??? But I always had intensity to work in full Development project. I had fought so many times with situation and myself about my testing project CCTPN. I will say cribbed... I didn't fight otherwise I would have left Infy by then and really got into some core development company. But "wo ho na saka...." :)
I said Yes... I would like to join. While leaving from SDB4, I was telling myself, bhaisaab jitni ghisani hai utni ghislo. I had heard about Symbian being favorite in embedded or something so was kind of very happy. While taking my lunch in FC2, I got a call from Aslam saying that your transfer has been initiated. I was super excited. I think it was 14th August, I met Niti and Altaf, they gave me one PM's cabin because some firang was leaving from that desk and it was available. I think Niti introduced me to Altaf and Vinay and Vinay emailed Imran to add me to DL for Symbian_C_Plus_Plus :) I am just realizing that all events are pretty much there in my mind :) I got to know that I will take KT from Richa Sinha and Imran. Then got to know about Chandigarh team, Natasha was one of them. Altaf will be my manager and we will work in a project for Aircel's app store. And it all started.......
Everyone used to be in there world, Charu, Salleen used to do some presentations. Pawan, Pranav and the Android gang ever showed any interest even in smiling back. iPhone team was all serious Hetal, Hardik, Madhu, Swapnil everyone used be engrossed in their work and I felt like no one was interested in saying Hi or making friendship as there were bonds already built amongst themselves. I only knew Rashi and I used to talk to her for everything, and what I had heard from Aneesha that she used to be scared of me??? ( can someone be scared of me :D lol ).
I actually felt many many times that I don't belong here... I remember one day at coffee table I asked Hetal "aap smile nahi karte ho kya?"...

to be continued....

We the Mango People

The story never ends, it continues till its writer and his or her writing capabilities are intact. We the Mango People never take a stop and "... and then they lived happily thereafter". We always start from where we left yesterday, we take our relations, emotions, anger, happiness to the next level on next day, hour, minute... each measure of time.
We the Mango People, living in world of dreams and desire. Desire which gives screenplay for most of our dreams. We run like a deer who is being chased by a "tiger". This tiger relentlessly follows this deer, at every path, at every juncture of his/her life. If sometimes deer is tired and want to take rest, his parents, relatives and "wants" dancing in his/her mind do not allow that. The role of deer is defined he has to run, no matter what. Very fortunate deers realize that "kasturi" is exactly within them.....
We really like to "tag" people. We love when tiger catches deer, because we think that one down in the race, but we forget that now probability to become prey is more. We allow all sorts of exceptions for ourselves, only ourselves. We try to find meaning of Life through out our life.
We the Mango People... I am going to write about each and everyone who were around, whom I have heard, whom I have seen, whom I have observed, whom I have imagined, whom I have worshipped on what they seemed than what they are...
Actually names, stories are not related to anyone but they may be closer to someone... you should think that these are fictional characters but at some corner of the world I am sure they exist :)

Story of tear before he reached his destiny

There was no space..
I was still standing looking at all the memories which heart was reading
I felt like I should hold him and console...
Those were the moments which were written for you, no more, no less.
But he couldn’t let it go...
He was running in all those memory lines, trying to hold back each moment again
I couldn't bid adieu to him right away
I was lingering at the corner of an eye... but when he broke his limits and couldn't hold him anymore, I felt so that is it!!
I couldn’t see that more and thought I should give him some space
And I left him alone...
Could still feel that warmth and just said one thing...
“I will be forever with you…” take care

Vayam

People sounds too “Nirjiv”, it’s about souls around me. There is a dedicated “vertical” in literature which handles these types of write-ups. God has created every individual unique; there can’t be 2 identical persons. So when you were going to school, college or while you are working; you meet so many interesting, lovable, cute, intelligent, arrogant, selfish, dull, dumb, happy-go-lucky, aloof, (the list is endless…) people. Each one of us can come up with a book on them J
There is set of people, who live in their cocoon, if you are able to break that or barge into it, you would discover so many beautiful interesting things about them that you would curse their habit of keeping themselves “shielded”.

Then there is another category called as “Jagan-Mitra”, these folks just enter into your life as your childhood, youth make their path. You don’t even realize when you met for the first time and when it turned into “a true friendship”.

Then there are certain people, who will be “happy-go-lucky”. I call them angels or “gandharv”. When they are around you forget everything, their company is so much fulfilling that they spread happiness around their “sphere of influence”. These are really God’s children, who are far far away from all the treachery, deceit, jealousy or some kind of bad vibes. You just want to enjoy their company. They do not categories for friends, they think in the same way for a person whom they met in the bus just an hour back or a friend from childhood.

Didn’t I mention just so called “good” people around us, where are the “bad” sets? Actually they don’t exist, they are just the perception. What the F***? You don’t live in ideal world, you don’t live in “Satya-Yug”… there is this set very much in existence. Okay okay, I agree, but have you ever thought that you might be in the same set for someone? Have you ever thought that, what would be feeling of a “Killer” for his own son? Does that mean that “Killer” would be bad for his son as well? Or let’s put it in other way, “Is that Killer’s son is able to understand the bigger picture?”

Why are we even thinking about this… the reason I am mentioning is because it’s all about perception, situation and our view-point. Our point-of-view changes about situations, people when any of the above mentioned 3 things’ orientation changes. The Good, The Bad, play their role as it has been written, many times scripted because of our deeds of previous birth or our current deeds. If we apply physics, mathematics or any modern science, we can very well understand this. How come sins committed by me will go without any account balance? This is something which should be left for individual’s “chintan-manan”…

Whatever I wrote till now was kind of monologue. When I was portraying some characters, I felt like “who am I to typecast someone?” Then the answer comes as you are “You” who should try and understand the complicated equation of differentiation where limit is tending to ∞ (both + and -) and we trying to deduce our “I” and then integration again ranging from +∞ to -∞ of all our deeds and finally get the value of 0 which is

“Om, Purn mad:, Purnam midam,
purnat purn mudacchate.
Purnasya purn maday,
purna mewawshishyate”.

ते वादळ...

ते वादळ आलं ती बहुदा मुळे आणखिन घट्ट करायला
तुमच्य़ा आत्म्याला हलवुन दाखवुन द्यायला तुमची शक्ति
आणि मग त्या थ्योड्या मोकळ्या झालेल्या मातीमधे परत घट्ट रुजवायची मुळे झाडाने

उगाचच वादळाला दोष दिला तेंव्हा
त्याने तर मदतच केली होती आपल्याला, अधिक द्रुढ बनायला
सारं आकाश, जमीन आणि अंत:करण यातल्या कचरयाचा निचरा करायला

मग तोच उडालेला कचरा गोल गोल फ़िरून दमला आणि शांतपणे दूर जाउन बसला
आता सारं काहि स्वच्छ झालय… परत एकदा वळवाचा पाऊस पडणार आहे
त्या पहिल्या म्रुदगंधामधे मोर नाचणार आहे… मंत्रमुग्ध होऊन…

That was drive without reason

It was a normal evening, I thought of going somewhere or probably nowhere. I started from my home thinking about a place where there will at least “some amount” of peace, where I can look at sky without listening to horns from bikes or cars, where I can smell the fresh air, where I can hear to the different voices of birds, where I can hear whispering leaves… I stopped at different signals; I was watching people on bikes, in cars, walking on the road, few houses which were adjacent to roads.
I could see everyone running behind something or running with the clock. Everyone had sense of urgency to reach to some hotel, to meet friends, family or to attend informal/formal meeting to continue the business decisions.

There were so many houses which were not flats or apartments. I could see people waiting for something, either they were looking for Auto-Rickshaws or someone was going to pick them up. Some of them were parents in their late 50s or early 60s; I guess they were looking for someone who would care for them. There were girls and boys who were waiting for their “love” or their friends with whom they were planning the dinner. There were friends of all ages completely submerged into their "circle of concern" happily chatting and laughing. There were kids playing on the road, in houses or in schools who were totally free of any tensions, their game was so important that everyone was playing to win.

I reached a place which I thought would be the ideal place where I can see Pune city in its entirety. I parked my bike and started going towards the hill, to my surprise there were herds of people who were going up and down. Probably my guess was wrong for the place where I can find the serenity of nature.

By the way why was I looking for something rather what was I looking for? Was it just me? Why do I have time to think about all this? Is it lack of friends? Is it lack of planned outings? Or is it something bigger than that lack of Goal? I remember some statement which says “It is easy to die for something but it is really worth living entire life for something” – “śalabha bana jalanā sarala hai, prema kī jalatī śikhā par | svayaṁ ko til-til jalā kar, dīpa bananā hī kaṭhin hai”

The effect of Inception hasn’t gone yet so I tend to relate some things to that movie, we are happy when we Live in some inception, we are happy when we know that we are not in any inception and living what we want to… probably some would call that as “self-orchestrated” inception.. but it is killing when we know that – I am seeing myself in inception and I don’t want to get kick or I am waiting for outside kick instead of self architecting.

We can write, talk about life in thousands and thousands of words… We can have our own philosophies and fundas about “How to live life”… we can have our simple rules of enjoying life. And all those rules, experiences, fundas are worth to read or hear it coz at the end of the day it is that individual’s view of Life… it is his or her dream… it is his or her experience… it is the journey towards their goal… it is love, it is passion, it is devotion, it is “samarpan”

Hats off to all who have realized their reason of existence and lived or living their life for that very reason!!!

All the best to all who are on the quest of finding the reason!!!

..........And for rest I guess we need to realize to start that quest

समर्पण

क्या सच है, क्या झुठ... क्या वर्तमान क्या भविष्य
जीने के हर प्रयास में करता हुं हर पल ये विचरण।

क्या विश्व है माया, या अपने भुत का भुगतान
हर समय चल रहा... ये विचारों का रण।

धरा से जुडा हुआ, आकाश कि चाह करता,
इस नश्वर शरीर का हर कण
शून्य से निकलकर, शून्य मे लिन हो,
जन्म लेतेही हर जीव ने किया ये समर्पण।

यत्न कर बन सके, हम भी शिष्य पार्थ से
जो दे सके ’भगवन’ हमे "विश्वरुप"दर्शन।

समझु मै "अस्तित्व" को, जानकर समाज-दर्पण
हो युगंधर कि साधना, उसके ही रुप में अर्पण॥

SOAP, Narmada Parikrama and Life....

Does title makes sense to you? Just while watching Friends Joey says to Ross, "Did you check the trail?", Chandler shows him how the trail is important and by the time Ross tries to close the trail, it is all over...
Steven Levitt explains such "trails" in Freakonomics for Sumo pehalawans and many others....
Coming back to SOAP first. In last 8 months Symbian C++ has created always something or the other challenging situations. The ones which I absolutely couldn't forget are 1. Syncing up "Options" button with center button click 2. calculating checksum and now 3rd one in the list is SOAP request... in last 2 times I was kind of "freezed" with those issues. Now one more challenge SOAP, now what ?? There are people targeting you thinking that you are doing nothing but the time-pass and you have got such show-stopper...
Today I felt like crying because nothing was working, there was not a single code snippet explaining how to use that thing in Symbian... on top of it Carbide's internet connection didn't work after all sorts of trials. I felt like shouting, breaking the machine which was in front of me but thanks to "little sense" left with me I didn't any of it.... decided to come back home. Did I try creating code from scratch???? Nahh... I was looking for pointers...
I started driving the bike and suddenly "Narmada Parikrama" came into my mind. In "Narmade Har Har" Jagannathrao Kunte tells countlessssssssssssss examples where he was hurt, there were so many hurdles but then he kept on walking and "narmada maiyya" gave him surprises in terms of help, food and shelter.
That thought reiterated universal truth that no matter what you have to keep on walking, you might be hurt, tired, dejected but you should not stop. The answer to your questions is right there very close to you but you have to move towards it....
There are many thought processes which tells different things to understand "life", to realize our "goal". I think our daily routine is one of them.
Probably you are a Software Engineer or Doctor or Farmer or Carpenter or something else, life teaches you different lessons, it shows you path towards success, it makes you realize that once you drop yours "wants" and do "nishkam karma" you get what you are destined.
What is life? Is it about going abroad? Is it about owning a biig flat and a BMW? Is it about getting appreciated and when you die seeing from nowhere that there are herds coming for your funeral??? What is it?
Did you find the trail???

Time

It's been 6 months I am back in Bharat. Initially I was literally found things different... basically this time I had come back for good... I had experienced something which can not be explained and told, it has to be experienced .
Anyway after coming back I wanted to take part in everything.. i.e. Infosys Foundation, ITMilan, Sayamshakha, Office work i.e. learning new technologies, More responsibilities like CC, DP and whatnot, Help friends, Attending functions, Going places with friends, missed one more thing - going on Ruturang Apartment's committee (which I feel was really not required at that point :()... but all these things gave me a very good lesson, that you can not be part of everything. You have to focus on things on priority basis. You can definitely experience everything but not at a time.
This also explored a proven fact that I am really worst in terms of keeping house clean... I wanted to write my experience of last one year... couldn't do it yet :( and that's not because I am busy but because I am lazy.. that is because I did not manage time...
Finally while adding some videos on iPhone and iPod which Eshan was asking from a long time, I realized why not to write a quick blog post. It really doesn't take more than 30 mins to pen down I mean keyboard down your thoughts :)...
I am sure while writing this blog also I must have gone tangent from one place to another :)
Talking about office... the Vistaraking ("Vistarak" was added as a verb in dictionary in Feb 08 in Houston Yuva Varg :D) has changed my whole approach of working in office.
As told by many great ppl, "Expectations" are the main cause of all sorrows in the world... but that doesn't mean that you don't work, you don't strive for grades, you definitely do but without expecting that it's gonna happen :)
Also finding great qualities in each and every human being has helped in finding yourself always in good company.
I hope to keep the blog updated reagularly... not sure that, this will happen.
I might end up updating the blog after one year.. saying same things :D

for now... bbye

Reason for everything...

Everybody has some agenda in life... for everything they do, for everything they plan. Whether we accept it or not, we all doing everything for "Swarth"....
Main difference comes into picture when we define that "Swarth".
Two people becomes closest or dearest or best friends when their personal agendas compliment each other ............... what am I writing? Isn't it cynical view? Isn't it situational?....
The same thoughts can be counter attacked saying that a person really finds happiness by helping someone. If someone donates blood, what would be his "Swarth"?....
It's a puzzle which we try to unfold for our life. This in turns brings shades to our life.. gray, black, white... colorless...

There is reason for our existence, someone might call it "Personal Agenda", someone might call it "Mission of Life", someone call it "Urge to help the society"... whatever it is... we have to work towards that"reason" to make our life "meaningful".....

Sometimes...

Sometimes I dream to be tennis player and holding any Australian Open, US open, Wimbledon trophy in my hand... sometime I am an Actor making awesome movie which is bringing "change" in the society which is making people "think" and "act" for the betterment of the society...
Sometimes I am poet who has written a beautiful poems/verses which has melted the heart of killer, which had explained the real meaning of "Love"...
Sometimes I am an Investor who is making money like machine, who is predicting every bearish and bullish movement in the market...
but most of the times I am "Me" searching for the "reason behind existence", finding "goal of life", struggling with own "egos".... just the tiny creature who is merely alive, dragging our own self day by day... "think"(?)ing all the times... only "react"ing to the situations and answering own disbelieves for saving self pride in his/her own eyes...
Again sometimes when I realise this I cry... I run... I scream...
In the end..... I go into the Loop of hibernation

अंधार..... कि प्रकाश

संध्याकाळ्ची वेळ, कामावरुन घरी चाललो होतो. संध्याकाळ असुनही सुर्याचा प्रकाश अगदी प्रखर आणि स्वच्छ होता. चालता चालता सतत सुर्याकडे बघत होतो. एकदम प्रकाश प्रखर झाला आणि डोळ्यासमोर लख्ख प्रकाश होता... पुढुन चालत येणारया व्यक्तिंच्या फ़क्त आक्रुत्या दिसत होत्या... उंच, ठेंगण्या, जाड, बारीक....

मनात आले कि डोळ्यासमोर अंधेरी आली का? किंबहुना खरा प्रकाशचं होता तो. ज्यामधे हे वास्तव कळत होते कि समोर दिसणारे सारे काही नुसतेच चेहरे आहेत, सगळे सारखे. ज्यामागे आपण इतके धावतोय तो अंधार, डोळ्यापुढे जे आत्ता दिसते आहे ते वास्तव...

मुक्तछंद

पुन्हा एक पान, पुन्हा काहि शब्द, एकत्र येउन बनलेली वाक्य... निरर्थक वाक्य, चंचल वाक्य, सुसुत्र वाक्य, अर्थ मात्र एकच - कल्लोळ. ना व्रुत्त, ना अलंकार, ना लय, ना ताल.... मुक्तछंद. ना दिशा, ना ध्येय, ना उत्साह, ना सुत्र... मुक्तछंद. ना प्रेम, ना द्वेष, ना स्पर्धा, ना आकांक्षा.... मुक्तछंद.
कुठवर, कशासाठी, कुणासाठी, कां? कुठे विसावा नाहीचं का? कुठे वळण नाहीच का? कुठे दिशा नाहीच का?
वेड म्हणजे काय? एक विसावा... सतत असंबद्धपणे फ़िरणारया पात्रांचा एक सुसुत्र खेळ. एक म्रुगजळ, जे नाही त्यासाठीचा कधीही न संपणारा पाठलाग. एक वावटळ, दहाही दिशांनी येणारया जाणारया प्रकाशासोबत स्पर्धा करतांना होणारी तडफड. एक शुन्य, ज्याला सुरवात नाही, शेवट नाही, ज्याची खोली नाही, जाडी नाही... वेड.. एक भावनासंचय...

Abrupt thoughts...

Life is so beautifully complicated that sometime you love it as “silk worm’s creativity” and sometime you just get lost in understanding its complexity…. (marathi madhe- tya guntyat guntun jata)

When you plan something, be assured that there will be change...

We always know the answers to our questions but we are so used to finding the solution from others we just stop thinking. Answer of your every question lies in the question itself!!!

भास्कर!

तू रोज आपल्या सहस्त्ररश्मींनी
या विश्वातला अंधार दुर करतो
नव्या अपेक्षांची, आकांक्षांची
पुलकीत पहाट आपल्या कुशीत आणतो
कुठल्याही स्वार्थाशिवाय, अभिनिवेषाशिवाय...
तोच भास्कर संध्याकाळी थकून भागून
सागराच्या उदरात विसाव्यासाठी जातो
पण खरचं तो विसावा घेतो?
नाही खचितचं नाही
तो सारी शक्ती पुन्हा एकवटत असतो
नव्या पहाटेला, आकांक्षांना बळ देण्याकरता
कुठल्याही 'अहंगंडा'शिवाय
दुसरयांकरता आनंदाने, निरपेक्षपणे तो जगतो...
आणि तेवढ्याच तत्परतेने, मेघ दाटले कि
इतरांच्या चुकांची झालरही तो आपल्या अंगावर घेतो
ग्रहणाच्या वेळीही याचा स्वभावधर्म बदलत नाही
पूर्ण झाकोळून जायच्या आधी हिरयासारखा चमकल्याशिवाय राहत नाही..
कारण तो ही जाणत असतो, हे ग्रहण क्षणिक आहे
पून्हा त्याला आसमंत दिपवून टाकायचाय
क्षणापूर्वी पसरलेल्या भयंकर काळोखाचा लवलेषही न बाळगता.....

पायथ्याशी शिखर

शिखरावर गेल्यावर कळतं
पायथ्याशी काय सुख असतं
आकाश जरी जवळ भासलं
तरी क्षितिज मात्र दुर असतं

सुर्यही जातो संध्याकाळी
क्षितिजाच्या उदरात विसाव्यासाठी
आपण तरी साधी माणस आहोत
जगतोच मुळी निवारयाच्या शोधासाठी

शिखरावर पोचलं कि पून्हा
परतायचं पायथ्यापाशीच असतं
पायथ्याशी असतांना, कमीत कमी
मनात 'शिखराच' स्वप्न तरी वसतं

प्रश्न असतो तो फक्त
शिखर आणि पायथ्यातल्या अंतरातला
कुणासाठी आनंद वर जाणारया चढावातला
तर कुणासाठी धक्का क्षणार्धात खाली पोचवणारया उतारातला......

व्याख्या संगणक अभियंत्याची....

हम्मम्मम्म.... आता हा प्राणि कोण? असा प्रश्न तुम्हाला नक्कीच पडला असेल. तर त्याचे उत्तर आहे की जी व्यक्ति सतत आपण कुणीतरी वेगळे आहोत असे भासवत असते तरिही गल्लोगल्ली गठ्ठ्याने हे आढळतात, ज्यांच्याकडे पैश्याची कमतरता नसते परंतु तो पैसा, वापरायला मात्र वेळ नसतो, जे चारचौघात मिसळण्यापेक्षा ओर्कुट, माय स्पेस इत्यादि ठिकणी आपला वेळ सत्कारणी (?) लावतात, ज्यातल्या अनेक जणांचा एकदा तरी प्रेमभंग किंव्हा ब्रेकअप (:D :P) झालेला असतो...... आणि असंख्य उदाहरणे... हो एक राहिले.. जे हे असे ब्ला‍ग लिहत असतात..... (:P :P :P)

हलकेच घ्या,
आपलाच एक संगणक अभियंता (?) मित्र :-)

ते म्हणाले....

चाणाक्य - संबंधोमे भावना होनि चाहिये, विवशता नहीं...

Take care of Pennies and Pounds shall take care of themselves...