Sometimes...

Sometimes I dream to be tennis player and holding any Australian Open, US open, Wimbledon trophy in my hand... sometime I am an Actor making awesome movie which is bringing "change" in the society which is making people "think" and "act" for the betterment of the society...
Sometimes I am poet who has written a beautiful poems/verses which has melted the heart of killer, which had explained the real meaning of "Love"...
Sometimes I am an Investor who is making money like machine, who is predicting every bearish and bullish movement in the market...
but most of the times I am "Me" searching for the "reason behind existence", finding "goal of life", struggling with own "egos".... just the tiny creature who is merely alive, dragging our own self day by day... "think"(?)ing all the times... only "react"ing to the situations and answering own disbelieves for saving self pride in his/her own eyes...
Again sometimes when I realise this I cry... I run... I scream...
In the end..... I go into the Loop of hibernation